Time to convalesce

I have a week off from work which is much needed, I have to make some important decisions this week regarding my career as I have an oppertunity which is great for me career wise but may not help with my health issues. The role involves a drive of 1.5 hours each way compared to my usual ten minute trip into town.

I was a big up day yesterday which may be good but I find myself acting a little childish when these days occur. I am not complaining they are better then down days but one always worries about the impression given to colleuges.

Never mind the week ahead looks promising with trips planned and my partners birthday celebrations on Thursday onwards.

Finding a sleep balance

Have had problems getting sleep, the doctor has increased my anti depressants to help me feel drousy but they seem to make me want to sleep at the wrong times.

Also it is difficult to judge my mood when I am always sooo tired.

The waiting list for seeing a specialist must be a long one because two weeks later and not even any confirmation letter.

I am aware that I have been in the thoughts of the special people around me this week which is great infact it is essential however I have had a very lonely feeling for a few days that has bought me to tears.

sick!!

I am trying to deny it but I am not feeling well!

There is still time to wait before treatment starts so just stop moaning Dan.